June 2010
1 post
i mean i have came to the realazation that i have had thee greatest oportunites placed in front of me that any young man could have, and in the end of the night i have passed them alll up for petty living. i regret 99 percent of my life. without a doubt.
i live so much, i feel the world but i waas to young to understand what was in front of me but no longer will i live the life that i have been...
February 2010
1 post
January 2010
5 posts
-To her
we were young, never kissed but were pretty good friends,
we would talk about love but i never held your hand
never in my life have a felt a feeling so pure
its like i had just walked through an angles front door.
i never had fallen at all, and even now not as hard.
I fell for an angel, with ripped jeans and a dog
i cant honestly say what i wore yesterday,
but as simple as you were...
Beauty. Take Beauty in with every breath of air. The thing we as human individuals dont realize is how long life really is… You see we choose to pick out only extreme parts of our life, usually times when you feel that that specific time had made you or changed you but what we tent to forget is all of the in betweens, we spend so much time doing nothing! I believe life is too short, But I...
Drive fast until you crash
through your windshield is where i pictured you ass
aint never did a god damn thing besides be the thing that never became of me
but was it my own fault, got trapt in ur cult, cult up in your eyes and not the things inside.
First thing i loved, first thing i hated, shit i even regret we even dated,
You called it a love story, i didnt realize i was a book of a big...
December 2009
4 posts
a burnt red wood.
Like a hundred foot redwood that you have takin a hatchet to. scraping the bark so that it entwined in to thread… Ive had a pounded headake for the past three days now and i don’t know how to make out all of these confessions the I’m spilling out to myself for the past 72 hours. Chance, change that i need to make for myself for my own because the way i have been living, treating...
November 2009
4 posts
D---ms
In my life. In my LIFE, i have only had two MAIN dreams, Two completely separate dreams for myself and how i would my myself in this life. In my life i have been blessed, Blessed with many different opportunities that thousands never get the chance to have…My first dream, i was on the sure road to accomplishing! and was handed out on a plate to me, all i had to do was keep fallowing the...
October 2009
8 posts
California here i come,
I’ll be driving in the sun
looking out for number one
california here i come
right back where i shoulda started from.
California, California. The goal is to be out of the east by June. And im sure i will be. i think a lot about if the west will be welcoming or not and i surely hope so. Since i was about a junior in high school i felt that this place in maryland wasnt for me, and now i...
hope,
Hope, i find myself alone a lot, trying to figure out who i was, who i am, and the man i am turning into; for the good and for the bad. Nothing will bring back the times and the opportunities that i have passed and gave up in my past, and it hits me hard when i think about me. I do most of my thinking alone; usually at nights around 2 in the morning. I dont know where i am going to be in a year,...
i have not been on her in almost a year. im making...
i like things a spicific way,
and like to feel feelings that are unmaterialiscly true.
Im double the person i use to be, but a quarter the person i should be.
i have enough regret to make a killer quiver.
and some nights i dont know how to handle this pressure i put myself under.
the road to eldaroado on a map givin to me, and i did the best a young man could do to hit every pit stop, and...
March 2009
3 posts
February 2009
2 posts
December 2008
17 posts
my stupid mouth, my stupid fucking mouth.
gets me into trouble with myself, in my own mind i am in this constant fucking war.
world war me. in a war, a battle.
“previous love afflictions
are barring down on me.
cought up in this new world...”
“I set goals, take control, drink out my own bottle
I make mistakes but learn...”
– tupac shakur
christmas
growing up, things are getting less extravagant, i hate how the Christmas spirit is lost more and more every year. i cant wait to have children so i can get that awesome feeling back. But this year my mother got me a amazing camera, a Rebel XSI, I’m lucky as fucking hell. but besides me getting the camera is was a usual lame ass day that is just whatever, i cant wait for next year to come so...
